a miracle

as God brings you here

a world with full of lies

as you come with cry

a kiss I give you to calm

as you stare into my eyes

a moment in time, you make me cry

as you come with love 

a moment in time, I believe in a miracle

By Widia Wulansari

review pen laser, laser portable, pen cauter for scar, mole and freckles

quick review no chitchat based on my experience.

days ago I purchased pen laser from shopee. it cost  Rp. 98.000,very cheap. 

there are so many store sell it on shopee. you can also find it on Tokopedia.  I was searching the cheapest and the most 5 rated store. some of them are from China and I chose to purchase it from Jakarta Barat because it's near my house.

I planned to remove my freckless and dark scar.

a week ago I did it on my legs dark scar and it works. it burned my skin. before you do the treatment just please don't forget to use anesthesia. because it gives you pain, of course it burns your skin. also your skin will smell burned. if you the type of brave person or if you have good tolerance with pain, you can do it without anesthesia. 

(pictures attached)

a set of mini freckles including needle, back up needle, instruction paper on it.

instruction paper doesn't really help, it doesn't show you how to use it. it's only show you how to set the needle into the pen. tbh it takes me 2 hours more just to find information about it. only a few people review about it (that's why I'm making this blog just in case you need the review)

note : 

1. make sure your hands clean

2. rins your scar or freckles before treatment

3. prepare alcohol and cutton to clean the skin, needle and the electric pen 

4. prepare wrapping plastic (option) 

5. prepare bioplacenton (placenta extract)

6. and have the guts hahaha

this is my experience.

at the time when the package arrived. I was so excited and couldn't wait to try it. I took a shower and prepare all the stuff. I cleaned the pen laser, I prepare cutton, alcohol and I plugged in the pen and then... guess what. it hurts. I thought I can't do it without anesthesia but then I realized I can't tolerate pain even its a minor. so I ordered anesthesia from shopee. I must wait the package come, it takes 1-3 days. God, I hate waiting.

and the next day unexpectedly, my package finally arrived. it's so fast as I ordered it last night. 

deep numbs anesthesia from TKTX brand, most searching and cheaper than others.

I tried it right after the package came. I used anesthesia on it first for 50 minutes less and then I wrapped it with wrapping plastic.

(covered my scar with anesthesia cream and wrapped it with wrapping plastic)

*I got wrapping plastic from my kitchen

when I started to do the treatment, honestly I still feel the pain a lil bit. I don't know whether I can't tolerate the pain or cream just didn't work. but I kept doing it till my scar started changed color into dark. I stopped it when it got darker and burned. if it works? 

lemme show you a picture

here's a picture after I rubbed the burned skin with cutton. I didn't capture when it got burned. 

note : you must let the burn scar as the way it is just don't rub it

after that I water it and grease it with bioplacenton. bioplacenton is a brand of placenta extract + neomycin sulfate. it helps you for healing scar or infected wounds.

it's good for recovery. it will go faster.

after a few days, I captured my scar so you can see the progress.

as you can see, it recover faster I don't know maybe it because of using bioplacenton or what. 

I'll give the update soon once as I get the result. 

thank you for reading

toxic plant ( free verse poem) by me

she doesn't care about the plant

she treats the plant like she's a super compost but

she's not

she thinks a plant can grow beautifully without water

it is not

plant needs water to grow 

but, instead of watering it

she destroys the plant

she puts a ton of poison into it

the plant still grows as it is

but it gets darker and fragile

instead of being an amazing plant with strong roots 

the plant becomes toxic

poor plant,

she doesn't get what it should be

-Widia Wulansari